OK....I am biting the bullet and FINALLY looking for a second job.
I have tried and struggled to make things work since mom passed and the bottom line is that I just CAN'T.
Until B & B are in school and no longer need childcare, I will need another income source and THAT is THAT. I am so tired of being behind in my bills and stealing from Peter to pay Paul. Bill collectors calling ALL the time. I have made all the cuts that I think I can and the numbers are still not matching up. I cannot make up from Mom's $$. It has been a crazy game that I have been playing for nearly 2 years now.
Scary thought is WHAT will I find in this economy and will my teens FALL APART while I am working? I pray that God will watch over them while I try to earn the $$ needed to keep us afloat....
